Maybe, just maybe.

Who knows, things might not be as bad as they seem? I mean I'm sure as hell that it's not how I'd like them to be but maybe I was just being the usual narrow-minded pessimist, as always. Went badminton again today and decided until I can find someone better to play with, all bets are off. The really good people are too good for me and they enjoy playing with the rest of the good people...and then comes me...and then comes the not-as-good-as-me people. I get bored. I win, I win, and I win some more...what's the point. Victory that comes that easily doesn't seem very satisfying. Honestly, I think my dad's better than them.

Anyhow, I think I've never done this much exercise in a given period of time (in England) since I came to uni. I swam on Monday, badminton on Wednesday, swam again on Thursday, badminton on Friday, swam on Saturday (at 11am dare I say, and yes, that's early for me), badminton on Sunday and went badminton some more today. Tomorrow, now officially today, I'm going swimming. I can't take playing with people who's not better than me, how do I learn that way right? The worst part of all the exercise is, though, I'm not shedding anything. I'm not gaining weight but I'm just as bulky as before...how unfortunate. Stupid fat won't frickin budge!

I should start my book review, it's only 1.5K words and if I really wanted to write it, it wouldn't take more than a day at best two. SIGH, my poor life. At least after all this is over and done with I get to go back home. I'm gonna hate not being able to go back every 3 months once I start working. I'm gonna hate working, period. Yes it'll be great if I can earn my own money but as far as my job description is concerned, I'm not gonna have much will to get out of bed in the morning (to endure the stupid English weather).

Ah well, I've been eating a lot. I'll post photos just for the sake of it - taken from savourthisflavour.
Cupcakes from the hummingbird bakery.

Raclette makers.

A raclette, unhealthy, but damn good.

The German sausage griller.

Yummy German sausage with sauerkraut.

Bumpkin - an all organic restaurant.
A place with cool decor.
And nice burgers.
And on the same day I went for an afternoon tea in Mayfair.
That's some Dragon Lily tea or something, orange tea for simplicity.
And of course, the three-tier serving stand.
Snog - still don't get what's with all the rave about this normal-tasting frozen yogurt.